The main operating principle for Lake Washington Sports & Spine is prioritizing happiness
The origin of our practice happened incidentally at the American College of Sports Medicine meeting about 4-5 years ago. Garrett and I have been friends since 2001, and whenever we happened to be at the same meeting, we would try to get to dinner and chat.
Both of us were part of large practices- Garrett in private practice, and I was in a large University practice- and we were noticing that the conversations we were having at work were rarely about the things that we thought were the most important. In particular, we thought that medical practices were not spending enough time prioritizing happiness.
Around this time, there was a trend in the world of psychology to focus on the psychology of happiness. One key insight was recognizing that happiness is not the absence of sadness, but is an independent concept. Instead of focusing on depression and misery, there was an emerging science of studying happy people, and figuring out how to develop deliberate tactics to become happier. Some excellent resources on this topic can be found here and here.
Several years later, Garrett and I both made a decision (by fate, we made the decision within 2 hours of one another, even though we were living on opposite sides of the country) to make a change to our practices, and I left academia to join Garrett. It's been a great decision.
One of the things that I think other clinicians find striking when they visit our office is how strongly we prioritize happiness. While we pride ourselves on technical excellence, particularly our skill with musculoskeletal ultrasound, our #1 operational principle is prioritizing happiness. Traditionally, clinicans often define themselves by body part, saying things like "I'm a spine guy" or "I'm the knee guy."
We like to define ourselves by how we do things, rather than what we do. We're "fun and happy guys," and our hope is that for patients, that makes all the difference.
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
Monday, July 28, 2014
Daniel’s ALS Journey
This sunny Monday morning is the perfect time to share the story of one of our wonderful patients, Daniel. Daniel is a beacon of light: his words, positivity and energy have impacted everyone in our office. We all feel lucky to have Dan in our lives. We are sharing his story with the hope that everyone who reads it will continue their day with a little more gratitude and joy....
Daniel’s ALS Journey, A Not-So-Short Narrative
It’s been two years since the onset of ALS. It’s hard to believe – it feels longer…
Here’s a recap of my Journey that will bring you up to date with what’s going on.
How it began
It was the middle of June, 2012, an ordinary morning on an ordinary day. I had showered, blow dried my hair, grabbed the can of hairspray, and depressed the angled spray button when I first noticed it. The usual amount of pressure from my right forefinger tip wouldn’t depress the button. I had to position my fingertip on TOP of the button to get it to spray. “Interesting,” I thought, “it’s a tad sore, maybe I hurt it working out.”
Then, a couple weeks later in July, I noticed that, when I attempted to clip the fingernails on my left hand, the clippers wouldn’t cut - Dull… or so I thought. When I switched hands and found no issues clipping the fingernails on my right hand, I realized that something was not right. Five months, three neurologists, three very painful sets of tests and two misdiagnoses later, Pherron and I were given the news: I had the “Classic” form of ALS, the limb-onset variety that attacks the dominant arm and hand first, before spreading to the other arm and legs. That was December 18, 2012, around 6:02 pm.
Stunned, Pherron and I went home and jumped on our computers, each of us researching
anything and everything on ALS. We learned that, according to one Italian study, there are
eight different “phenotypes” of ALS. The one I have, “Classic”, has a median survival time of 2 years, 8 months. This means that half of those with Classic ALS phenotype were still alive at the 2 year, eight month point. For those with the “Bulbar” onset, the phenotype that strikes the muscles above the shoulders, the median was less – two years. Bulbar strikes the tongue, soft palate, lips, facial muscles, and neck muscles, to name a few. People with Bulbar lose their ability to speak, chew, swallow, suck on a straw, kiss… After reading that, we were relieved that my onset wasn’t Bulbar.
After the initial shock
Initially there was all the shock, profound sadness and various stages of mourning that one would expect. Sixty days later, while I continued to mentally process my new reality, I regained equilibrium and took up the Fight. I pursued alternate strategies for slowing disease progression: the “Deanna Protocol” – www.winningthefight.net. I asked my doctor for an authorization for medical cannibals because it has been shown to have neuro protective, anti-inflammatory and pain relieving qualities. BTW, I don’t smoke it, I use a vaporizer. Anything that made sense, I was going for it.
“Bucket Trip” in Europe
At the one year anniversary of the ALS onset, June, 2013, Pherron and I went on a two month “Bucket Trip”, spending time with my French family in Southern France and exploring Barcelona, Munich, Paris, London, Edinburgh and Dublin. A good friend was very gracious and gave us the keys to her apartment in the 3rd Arrondissement of Paris, thereby allowing me to fulfill my lifelong dream of living in France. As many of you know, I had a French half-brother, now deceased, whom I visited many times. Thus, I just love speaking French and my ability to speak it got better and better during those two months. Toward the end of the trip, however, in late July, changes were taking place in my mouth and my speech was beginning to slur.
Seattle Walk to Defeat ALS – September, 2013
Pherron and I learned that ALS is extremely rare: in the US alone, just 6,000 people are diagnosed each year. Additionally, in the US, there are fewer than 30,000 with the disease at any one time. Because ALS is considered an “orphan disease”, few funds are available for research. “Big Pharma” and Federal monies focus on diseases with larger target populations.
We were shocked to learn that, 72 years after Lou Gehrig succumbed to the disease that bears his name, there still is no test for ALS! My diagnosis was made after all the diseases that mimic the symptoms were excluded, leaving ALS on the table! This is really a sobering reality. Thus, ALS research is largely sponsored through fund drives and private donations like the annual “Walks to Defeat ALS”.
We put our hearts and souls into that fund raising event. It gave my family and friends an outlet to express their grief as well as an opportunity to do something about it, by creating a greater public awareness of this hideous disease.
I walked the three miles in Seattle’s beautiful Seward Park unassisted. My family and many
friends walked in support of me and the other PALS – Persons with ALS. Our team, “DANIEL LIVES!” raised $12,832! To all of you who contributed, THANK YOU!
I vowed that day to do the 2014 Walk, hopefully unassisted.
The “Bulbar Affect” – It wasn’t supposed to be this way!
After that Walk, the “Classic” ALS seemed to have slowed way down. While my right arm and hand dangled limply from my shoulder, my left arm and legs remained strong. I thought that the Deanna Protocol and the inhalation of cannabis were actually having an effect in slowing this Beast’s progression. My left arm and hand had adapted, taking over what the right ones used to do. I could safely drive, I could eat as long as the food was cut for me, and I could shower and dress myself. Life was good, having relegated the ALS challenges as “inconveniences”.
About Christmas, the disease’s progression took an unexpected and dire change of direction. Remember the “Bulbar” phenotype that Pherron and I were relieved I didn’t have? Well, it arrived, big time, and started wielding its nastiness above the shoulders, in the area that it claims for itself.
Speech
By March of this year, while I believed I could speak, no one could understand me. I started using an iPad text-to-speech app to communicate. In one-on-one interactions, the conversation would go back and forth, with my tapping out my thought and the other person expressing hers. However, when conversations involved more than one other person, it got crazy. I may have had something to contribute but, by the time I was ready to have the text-to-speech engine play what I typed, the discussion had moved on to other topics making what I wanted to say moot or irrelevant. Fortunately, I am surrounded by people who are lovingly patient. For example, at a recent gathering, the person sitting beside me saw that I was ready to “speak” and called for everyone’s attention saying, “Okay, Daniel has something to say.” With the room silent, I pressed PLAY and the synthesized voice did its thing. It was awkward but it worked.
Food and Drink
March was also the month that chewing and swallowing became problematic. I decided, wisely as it turned out, to have the Mic-Key feeding port placed in my abdomen. I believed at the time that I was early with the port and would continue to eat normally. However, because I was becoming increasingly “chewing and swallowing-challenged,” it was taking longer and longer for me to eat. Because I desired a life outside of slowly feeding my face, I decided to ingest two meals via the feeding tube each day, reserving the third for eating anything I wanted, call it “Recreational Eating”.
Choking Episodes
It wasn’t long before violent and desperate choking episodes would begin. I’d take a bite of food, take a sip of wine and would suddenly begin choking, unable to inhale. I would jump from the table, run to the nearest sink, lean over and cough until I could inhale once again. One time, unable to breathe, I started to pass out before the coughing cleared the airway – that was a close one!
During this period, my salivary glands became overly productive, not uncommon for PALS, which felt like a stream of liquid was pouring into my mouth. Normally, these secretions would be unconsciously swallowed but, because of the swallowing issues, they would pool in my mouth until suddenly overflowing into the airway. These episodes began to occur more frequently, 20 to 30 times a day.
Pneumonia
Unable to sleep due to these episodes, I was exhausted and debilitatingly weak, so sick I didn’t know how I could go on. Told by a nurse practitioner that this was all ALS-related, we delayed seeing a doctor, but did start a course of antibiotics to knock out any unwanted bacteria that might be lurking in my body. I also had a chest x-ray. When the x-ray was read a few days later, it revealed that I had pneumonia, walking pneumonia. With the antibiotics on board, I began to feel better.
Most PALS succumb to respiratory issues caused by the slow paralysis of the diaphragm
muscles. These muscles not only expand the chest to pull air into the lungs, they’re also
instrumental in clearing the airway and lungs via the cough.
Eating and Drinking Are Out – So Much for “Recreational Eating”!
When I did visit a doctor to discuss the pneumonia, a specialist evaluated my swallowing mechanics. I was informed that my tongue, soft palate and lips were paralyzed and had atrophied. Therefore, any time there was something in my mouth - food, liquids, including saliva, I was at risk of choking to death or aspirating something into my lungs causing pneumonia.
It was strongly recommended that I forgo eating and drinking and to use the feeding tube for
100% of my nourishment and hydration. To avoid swallowing the excessive salivation, I was
prescribed several medication to reduce the amount and given a portable suction machine to be my constant companion.
Accelerating Progression – A Real Game Changer
For a time, it was all about Bulbar but recently, the Classic has resumed its debilitating course.
My left arm and hand are so weak that I find the iPad very heavy. Trying to text is ridiculous
with a hand that no longer has fine motor skills – I love your texts. Keep’em coming! I may not be able to text you back. I can no longer shower or dress myself without assistance. Can no longer hold and manipulate the Sonicare toothbrush – the same with the television controller.
Fatigue, oh the fatigue. It’s always there, in the morning and throughout the day and evening. While I do nap, sleep doesn’t reduce its grip.
My legs are going. I can’t walk in a straight line. When I do walk, I tend to shuffle. Stairs are a real concern: a fall would not be good. A powered wheelchair is just around the corner.
That said, I hope to be able to amble part of the 2014 Seattle Walk to Defeat ALS in Seward Park on Saturday, September 13th!
With these legs, getting into the car is challenging. With these hands, it’s difficult to fasten my seat belt. But if I can get by those obstacles, starting the car and manipulating the foot pedals are no problem… Steering might be, however. Be assured, I’ve hung up my keys!
My face is slowly becoming paralyzed, the most obvious impact being on my smile. The good news is that now I wear my smile on the inside and, if you look closely, you can still see it in the twinkle in my eyes :).
How am I dealing with all of this psychologically?
Better than I thought.
Following the diagnosis, there was a period of shock, of “Why me?”, “I’m actually going to DIE!”, “This world will go on without me?” and “It’s not FAIR!” At some point during that time, after I realized that “fairness” doesn’t exist in the natural order of the Universe, I had an epiphany: “Okay, the ALS Beast has declared he’s going to destroy my body. Fine, while he’s not going to get it without a fight, there are two things that the he can’t steal from me: my dignity and my mind’s ability to control my perception of this reality.
So I resolved not to waste my precious time feeling sorry for myself for, whenever I find myself going there, it scores one for the Beast! Whenever I mourn the loss of things I could do yesterday or imagine how ugly it’s going to be tomorrow, it racks up points for the Beast. Sure, I’ve had my emotional “moments,” but I quickly move away from those dark places. I don’t want him run up the score! I shake my head once or twice and get back on my game!
Looking at all the “inconveniences” that I must face as a result of the disease’s debilitation is
definitely challenging - God how I miss eating and drinking, tasting and swallowing!! - BUT I have developed a strategy to deal with it.
Consider this analogy: Imagine your FM music system has a persistent hum and your favorite song comes on. If you let the hum annoy you, chances are you’ll not enjoy your song: the hum will be all that you hear. But if you were to change your focus away from the hum and move the song to the forefront…
The music is my JOY of living each day and, obviously, the Beast is the hum. As my body wastes away and the hum gets louder, I will need to boost the Joy. How will I do that? By expressing gratitude, smiling, joking, laughing and doing the things that produce joy.
And there are so many things to be grateful for. I live as an American in the Western World (Reading the news, I am sure I’m not alone with that sentiment.) I am fortunate to have been able to get a first class education that has opened doors to incredible experiences and financial reward.
I have wonderful friends who take me to baseball games, or walks on the beach, or to their
homes for stimulating one-on-one conversations. People are traveling to visit me, a few from far away. My niece traveled with her family from Montpellier on the French Mediterranean. The mother of my other French niece will soon be flying in from Toulouse. Cousins from Orange County, a niece from Maine, wonderful friends from Portland and Salt Lake City – these are the things that make me smile, that provide joy.
I’m married to my very best friend and the love of my life. We are very proud of Devon and Michaela, both very focused on developing themselves while displaying solid values along the way. I’m blessed to be a member of a large, loving family both here and in France. While everyone has been traumatized by what’s happening, all of us have pulled more closely together. With death on the doorstep, we all look at one another in a different way, with the realization that being alive is a gift that is temporary in nature.
As I’ve traversed this life, I have crossed paths of many hundreds of people, a few have become friends - former colleagues, healthcare professionals, neighbors and parents from our 25 years living on Mercer Island. I am truly a mosaic, comprised of the influence, the impact that each one had on me. I’ve been blessed with a richness of life for which I am enormously thankful.
I’ve noticed that when I’m grateful, I can’t help but smile. When I do, there is a release of
endorphins, natural pain killers, and serotonin that feel warm and relaxing. And the amazing
thing is that, when I smile, the world seems to smile right back at me.
Pherron Muchmore-Mulhaney – Uber-Wife, Uber-Partner and now, Uber-Caregiver
When we said our vows that included the words, “Until death do us part,” we never envisionedthat mine would be such a drawn out and laborious affair. But it is, and Pherron has stepped up to the challenge. She spends three to five hours each day preparing and delivering my “feedings”- the only way for me to receive the nourishment and hydration that I need. Pherron washes me, dresses me, combs my hair, brushes my teeth, the list goes on. Each time she does I nod in gratitude and we exchange smiles. She grabs my face between her hands, looks into my eyes and reassuringly says, “I love you. I’m here for you. I’m not going anywhere.” Of course, that brings tears to both of our eyes.
I’ve been told how courageous, how inspirational I am. Pherron, however, is the one who really deserves those accolades, for she not only has to take care of herself, she has the added burden of taking care of me. All the household responsibilities that I used to do, have been shifted to her shoulders. Without her, I’d be lost.
And courage? All the dreams of travel, freedom and lightness we both had envisioned for our senior years have evaporated, gone. But even with all this, all the stress, she manages to hold it all together. I married a very strong woman.
So, in closing this not-so-short narrative, I would like to share something with you that I posted on Facebook:
Pherron,
All of me loves all of you.
Thank you for giving me all of you, especially in these challenging times.
I'm so grateful.
I will love you eternally.
Daniel
Daniel’s ALS Journey, A Not-So-Short Narrative
It’s been two years since the onset of ALS. It’s hard to believe – it feels longer…
Here’s a recap of my Journey that will bring you up to date with what’s going on.
How it began
It was the middle of June, 2012, an ordinary morning on an ordinary day. I had showered, blow dried my hair, grabbed the can of hairspray, and depressed the angled spray button when I first noticed it. The usual amount of pressure from my right forefinger tip wouldn’t depress the button. I had to position my fingertip on TOP of the button to get it to spray. “Interesting,” I thought, “it’s a tad sore, maybe I hurt it working out.”
Then, a couple weeks later in July, I noticed that, when I attempted to clip the fingernails on my left hand, the clippers wouldn’t cut - Dull… or so I thought. When I switched hands and found no issues clipping the fingernails on my right hand, I realized that something was not right. Five months, three neurologists, three very painful sets of tests and two misdiagnoses later, Pherron and I were given the news: I had the “Classic” form of ALS, the limb-onset variety that attacks the dominant arm and hand first, before spreading to the other arm and legs. That was December 18, 2012, around 6:02 pm.
Stunned, Pherron and I went home and jumped on our computers, each of us researching
anything and everything on ALS. We learned that, according to one Italian study, there are
eight different “phenotypes” of ALS. The one I have, “Classic”, has a median survival time of 2 years, 8 months. This means that half of those with Classic ALS phenotype were still alive at the 2 year, eight month point. For those with the “Bulbar” onset, the phenotype that strikes the muscles above the shoulders, the median was less – two years. Bulbar strikes the tongue, soft palate, lips, facial muscles, and neck muscles, to name a few. People with Bulbar lose their ability to speak, chew, swallow, suck on a straw, kiss… After reading that, we were relieved that my onset wasn’t Bulbar.
After the initial shock
Initially there was all the shock, profound sadness and various stages of mourning that one would expect. Sixty days later, while I continued to mentally process my new reality, I regained equilibrium and took up the Fight. I pursued alternate strategies for slowing disease progression: the “Deanna Protocol” – www.winningthefight.net. I asked my doctor for an authorization for medical cannibals because it has been shown to have neuro protective, anti-inflammatory and pain relieving qualities. BTW, I don’t smoke it, I use a vaporizer. Anything that made sense, I was going for it.
“Bucket Trip” in Europe
At the one year anniversary of the ALS onset, June, 2013, Pherron and I went on a two month “Bucket Trip”, spending time with my French family in Southern France and exploring Barcelona, Munich, Paris, London, Edinburgh and Dublin. A good friend was very gracious and gave us the keys to her apartment in the 3rd Arrondissement of Paris, thereby allowing me to fulfill my lifelong dream of living in France. As many of you know, I had a French half-brother, now deceased, whom I visited many times. Thus, I just love speaking French and my ability to speak it got better and better during those two months. Toward the end of the trip, however, in late July, changes were taking place in my mouth and my speech was beginning to slur.
Seattle Walk to Defeat ALS – September, 2013
Pherron and I learned that ALS is extremely rare: in the US alone, just 6,000 people are diagnosed each year. Additionally, in the US, there are fewer than 30,000 with the disease at any one time. Because ALS is considered an “orphan disease”, few funds are available for research. “Big Pharma” and Federal monies focus on diseases with larger target populations.
We were shocked to learn that, 72 years after Lou Gehrig succumbed to the disease that bears his name, there still is no test for ALS! My diagnosis was made after all the diseases that mimic the symptoms were excluded, leaving ALS on the table! This is really a sobering reality. Thus, ALS research is largely sponsored through fund drives and private donations like the annual “Walks to Defeat ALS”.
We put our hearts and souls into that fund raising event. It gave my family and friends an outlet to express their grief as well as an opportunity to do something about it, by creating a greater public awareness of this hideous disease.
I walked the three miles in Seattle’s beautiful Seward Park unassisted. My family and many
friends walked in support of me and the other PALS – Persons with ALS. Our team, “DANIEL LIVES!” raised $12,832! To all of you who contributed, THANK YOU!
I vowed that day to do the 2014 Walk, hopefully unassisted.
The “Bulbar Affect” – It wasn’t supposed to be this way!
After that Walk, the “Classic” ALS seemed to have slowed way down. While my right arm and hand dangled limply from my shoulder, my left arm and legs remained strong. I thought that the Deanna Protocol and the inhalation of cannabis were actually having an effect in slowing this Beast’s progression. My left arm and hand had adapted, taking over what the right ones used to do. I could safely drive, I could eat as long as the food was cut for me, and I could shower and dress myself. Life was good, having relegated the ALS challenges as “inconveniences”.
About Christmas, the disease’s progression took an unexpected and dire change of direction. Remember the “Bulbar” phenotype that Pherron and I were relieved I didn’t have? Well, it arrived, big time, and started wielding its nastiness above the shoulders, in the area that it claims for itself.
Speech
By March of this year, while I believed I could speak, no one could understand me. I started using an iPad text-to-speech app to communicate. In one-on-one interactions, the conversation would go back and forth, with my tapping out my thought and the other person expressing hers. However, when conversations involved more than one other person, it got crazy. I may have had something to contribute but, by the time I was ready to have the text-to-speech engine play what I typed, the discussion had moved on to other topics making what I wanted to say moot or irrelevant. Fortunately, I am surrounded by people who are lovingly patient. For example, at a recent gathering, the person sitting beside me saw that I was ready to “speak” and called for everyone’s attention saying, “Okay, Daniel has something to say.” With the room silent, I pressed PLAY and the synthesized voice did its thing. It was awkward but it worked.
Food and Drink
March was also the month that chewing and swallowing became problematic. I decided, wisely as it turned out, to have the Mic-Key feeding port placed in my abdomen. I believed at the time that I was early with the port and would continue to eat normally. However, because I was becoming increasingly “chewing and swallowing-challenged,” it was taking longer and longer for me to eat. Because I desired a life outside of slowly feeding my face, I decided to ingest two meals via the feeding tube each day, reserving the third for eating anything I wanted, call it “Recreational Eating”.
Choking Episodes
It wasn’t long before violent and desperate choking episodes would begin. I’d take a bite of food, take a sip of wine and would suddenly begin choking, unable to inhale. I would jump from the table, run to the nearest sink, lean over and cough until I could inhale once again. One time, unable to breathe, I started to pass out before the coughing cleared the airway – that was a close one!
During this period, my salivary glands became overly productive, not uncommon for PALS, which felt like a stream of liquid was pouring into my mouth. Normally, these secretions would be unconsciously swallowed but, because of the swallowing issues, they would pool in my mouth until suddenly overflowing into the airway. These episodes began to occur more frequently, 20 to 30 times a day.
Pneumonia
Unable to sleep due to these episodes, I was exhausted and debilitatingly weak, so sick I didn’t know how I could go on. Told by a nurse practitioner that this was all ALS-related, we delayed seeing a doctor, but did start a course of antibiotics to knock out any unwanted bacteria that might be lurking in my body. I also had a chest x-ray. When the x-ray was read a few days later, it revealed that I had pneumonia, walking pneumonia. With the antibiotics on board, I began to feel better.
Most PALS succumb to respiratory issues caused by the slow paralysis of the diaphragm
muscles. These muscles not only expand the chest to pull air into the lungs, they’re also
instrumental in clearing the airway and lungs via the cough.
Eating and Drinking Are Out – So Much for “Recreational Eating”!
When I did visit a doctor to discuss the pneumonia, a specialist evaluated my swallowing mechanics. I was informed that my tongue, soft palate and lips were paralyzed and had atrophied. Therefore, any time there was something in my mouth - food, liquids, including saliva, I was at risk of choking to death or aspirating something into my lungs causing pneumonia.
It was strongly recommended that I forgo eating and drinking and to use the feeding tube for
100% of my nourishment and hydration. To avoid swallowing the excessive salivation, I was
prescribed several medication to reduce the amount and given a portable suction machine to be my constant companion.
Accelerating Progression – A Real Game Changer
For a time, it was all about Bulbar but recently, the Classic has resumed its debilitating course.
My left arm and hand are so weak that I find the iPad very heavy. Trying to text is ridiculous
with a hand that no longer has fine motor skills – I love your texts. Keep’em coming! I may not be able to text you back. I can no longer shower or dress myself without assistance. Can no longer hold and manipulate the Sonicare toothbrush – the same with the television controller.
Fatigue, oh the fatigue. It’s always there, in the morning and throughout the day and evening. While I do nap, sleep doesn’t reduce its grip.
My legs are going. I can’t walk in a straight line. When I do walk, I tend to shuffle. Stairs are a real concern: a fall would not be good. A powered wheelchair is just around the corner.
That said, I hope to be able to amble part of the 2014 Seattle Walk to Defeat ALS in Seward Park on Saturday, September 13th!
With these legs, getting into the car is challenging. With these hands, it’s difficult to fasten my seat belt. But if I can get by those obstacles, starting the car and manipulating the foot pedals are no problem… Steering might be, however. Be assured, I’ve hung up my keys!
My face is slowly becoming paralyzed, the most obvious impact being on my smile. The good news is that now I wear my smile on the inside and, if you look closely, you can still see it in the twinkle in my eyes :).
How am I dealing with all of this psychologically?
Better than I thought.
Following the diagnosis, there was a period of shock, of “Why me?”, “I’m actually going to DIE!”, “This world will go on without me?” and “It’s not FAIR!” At some point during that time, after I realized that “fairness” doesn’t exist in the natural order of the Universe, I had an epiphany: “Okay, the ALS Beast has declared he’s going to destroy my body. Fine, while he’s not going to get it without a fight, there are two things that the he can’t steal from me: my dignity and my mind’s ability to control my perception of this reality.
So I resolved not to waste my precious time feeling sorry for myself for, whenever I find myself going there, it scores one for the Beast! Whenever I mourn the loss of things I could do yesterday or imagine how ugly it’s going to be tomorrow, it racks up points for the Beast. Sure, I’ve had my emotional “moments,” but I quickly move away from those dark places. I don’t want him run up the score! I shake my head once or twice and get back on my game!
Looking at all the “inconveniences” that I must face as a result of the disease’s debilitation is
definitely challenging - God how I miss eating and drinking, tasting and swallowing!! - BUT I have developed a strategy to deal with it.
Consider this analogy: Imagine your FM music system has a persistent hum and your favorite song comes on. If you let the hum annoy you, chances are you’ll not enjoy your song: the hum will be all that you hear. But if you were to change your focus away from the hum and move the song to the forefront…
The music is my JOY of living each day and, obviously, the Beast is the hum. As my body wastes away and the hum gets louder, I will need to boost the Joy. How will I do that? By expressing gratitude, smiling, joking, laughing and doing the things that produce joy.
And there are so many things to be grateful for. I live as an American in the Western World (Reading the news, I am sure I’m not alone with that sentiment.) I am fortunate to have been able to get a first class education that has opened doors to incredible experiences and financial reward.
I have wonderful friends who take me to baseball games, or walks on the beach, or to their
homes for stimulating one-on-one conversations. People are traveling to visit me, a few from far away. My niece traveled with her family from Montpellier on the French Mediterranean. The mother of my other French niece will soon be flying in from Toulouse. Cousins from Orange County, a niece from Maine, wonderful friends from Portland and Salt Lake City – these are the things that make me smile, that provide joy.
I’m married to my very best friend and the love of my life. We are very proud of Devon and Michaela, both very focused on developing themselves while displaying solid values along the way. I’m blessed to be a member of a large, loving family both here and in France. While everyone has been traumatized by what’s happening, all of us have pulled more closely together. With death on the doorstep, we all look at one another in a different way, with the realization that being alive is a gift that is temporary in nature.
As I’ve traversed this life, I have crossed paths of many hundreds of people, a few have become friends - former colleagues, healthcare professionals, neighbors and parents from our 25 years living on Mercer Island. I am truly a mosaic, comprised of the influence, the impact that each one had on me. I’ve been blessed with a richness of life for which I am enormously thankful.
I’ve noticed that when I’m grateful, I can’t help but smile. When I do, there is a release of
endorphins, natural pain killers, and serotonin that feel warm and relaxing. And the amazing
thing is that, when I smile, the world seems to smile right back at me.
Pherron Muchmore-Mulhaney – Uber-Wife, Uber-Partner and now, Uber-Caregiver
When we said our vows that included the words, “Until death do us part,” we never envisionedthat mine would be such a drawn out and laborious affair. But it is, and Pherron has stepped up to the challenge. She spends three to five hours each day preparing and delivering my “feedings”- the only way for me to receive the nourishment and hydration that I need. Pherron washes me, dresses me, combs my hair, brushes my teeth, the list goes on. Each time she does I nod in gratitude and we exchange smiles. She grabs my face between her hands, looks into my eyes and reassuringly says, “I love you. I’m here for you. I’m not going anywhere.” Of course, that brings tears to both of our eyes.
I’ve been told how courageous, how inspirational I am. Pherron, however, is the one who really deserves those accolades, for she not only has to take care of herself, she has the added burden of taking care of me. All the household responsibilities that I used to do, have been shifted to her shoulders. Without her, I’d be lost.
And courage? All the dreams of travel, freedom and lightness we both had envisioned for our senior years have evaporated, gone. But even with all this, all the stress, she manages to hold it all together. I married a very strong woman.
So, in closing this not-so-short narrative, I would like to share something with you that I posted on Facebook:
Pherron,
All of me loves all of you.
Thank you for giving me all of you, especially in these challenging times.
I'm so grateful.
I will love you eternally.
Daniel
Sunday, July 6, 2014
The USMST (US Medical Soccer Team) Does Battle in Brazil!
Sending best wishes to my soccer star physician colleagues who today begin their journey against the other national medical soccer teams in Brazil at the 2014 World Medical Football Congress in the beautiful coastal city of Natal.
While sad that I am not able to join my teammates, I'm so fortunate to be traveling to Italy to attend my sister's wedding instead.
Please check out the USMST website (www.usmst.org) and watch this short video describing the mission of the USMST:
While sad that I am not able to join my teammates, I'm so fortunate to be traveling to Italy to attend my sister's wedding instead.
Please check out the USMST website (www.usmst.org) and watch this short video describing the mission of the USMST:
GO TEAM USA!
Tuesday, June 24, 2014
Simple, realistic ways to incorporate movement into your busy day
Sedentary is the problem, exercise is the solution!
There are lots of simple ways to incorporate exercise into
your daily routine at home or work.
Anything you can do to increase your physical activity each day is a
step in the right direction!
Here are
some simple ideas you can start immediately.
Bonus- they cost NOTHING at all.
1.
Always take the stairs
2.
Do 5-10 minutes of jumping jacks (A 150-pound
woman can burn 90 calories in one 10-minute session!)
3.
Use part or all of your lunch break to take a
brisk walk
4.
Do leg exercises & lifts with small weights while you watch TV
5.
Cooking dinner? Do standing push-ups while you
wait for a pot to boil
6.
While watching your favorite TV show, jog in
place during commercials
7.
Do 10 “Sun Salutations”
8.
Stand while talking on the phone. While you’re at it, do some calf lifts
9.
Take your dog for a walk!
10.
Have a dance party: put on your favorite music
and DANCE!
Tuesday, June 3, 2014
KPA!
Our goal is to K.P.A: Keep People ACTIVE. Our employees embody our mission!
Do you have a job that requires extended periods of sitting? Build "activity breaks" into your schedule. There are so many great exercises that only require one thing: your body weight! Push-ups, sit-ups, downward facing dog, lunges, squats, wall sits.... Get up and get moving!
Friday, May 30, 2014
link from the Atlantic about Hospitals purchasing physician practices
This article in the Atlantic monthly discusses how hospitals are purchasing physician practices.
Speaking from my own personal experience as both an employed physician and an independent physician, I think that being an employed physician was worse, both for the patient and for the physician.
The Atlantic article hits on a key point- when you do not have control over your own environment, it hurts morale. From a patient standpoint, you can tell when your physician has low morale, and it affects the quality of your care and the quality of your patient experience.
I'll give one seemingly small but crucial element where I love being an independent physician- calling to make an appointment. One common trend amongst employed physicians is a "central call" system, where you call the hospital operator, and get stuck in a phone tree. It's unpleasant and tedious, and even more importantly can lead to errors in being sent to the wrong clinic.
In our office, when you call, you reach a live person who is in the same office as Garrett and I. If they have a question, they can walk 5 meters and ask us a question. It makes life easier, more pleasant, and dramatically increases the likelihood that we are the appropriate clinic for the patient's needs.
Speaking from my own personal experience as both an employed physician and an independent physician, I think that being an employed physician was worse, both for the patient and for the physician.
The Atlantic article hits on a key point- when you do not have control over your own environment, it hurts morale. From a patient standpoint, you can tell when your physician has low morale, and it affects the quality of your care and the quality of your patient experience.
I'll give one seemingly small but crucial element where I love being an independent physician- calling to make an appointment. One common trend amongst employed physicians is a "central call" system, where you call the hospital operator, and get stuck in a phone tree. It's unpleasant and tedious, and even more importantly can lead to errors in being sent to the wrong clinic.
In our office, when you call, you reach a live person who is in the same office as Garrett and I. If they have a question, they can walk 5 meters and ask us a question. It makes life easier, more pleasant, and dramatically increases the likelihood that we are the appropriate clinic for the patient's needs.
Thursday, May 29, 2014
What to expect from a diagnostic ultrasound and ultrasound guided procedure
For more detailed information on musculoskeletal
ultrasound and its benefits please see this blog
post.
When the physicians are scanning your body, they will often find structural changes to different body parts that are not painful, and may be incidental findings. This would the equivalent to taking a high resolution photo of an older home- there may be many small signs of wear and tear that do not actually affect the function of the house. This is especially true when scanning the body with ultrasound- since ultrasound is extremely high resolution (over three times higher than MRI), incidental structural changes are extremely common.
To help distinguish between incidental structural changes and those that are symptomatic, an important part of the examination is sonopalpation, which is applying pressure using the ultrasound probe. This is one of the greatest strengths of diagnostic ultrasound- we can identify those structures that both have architectural changes and are also painful. We refer to this as concordantly painful. Throughout the exam the doctor will often ask if you are experiencing any pain. While the positioning of the body part itself may be uncomfortable, when asking this question, they are referring specifically to where the probe currently is being placed.
Some clinics will use an ultrasound tech to perform their ultrasound imaging. At Lake Washington Sports & Spine, all of our studies are personally performed by the physicians, Dr. Chimes and Dr. Hyman. One of the reasons we do it this way is that our physicians primarily view the ultrasound as an opportunity to educate their patients, helping patients become more aware of their bodies and how their structures influence their function and discomfort. We encourage patients to ask questions, and they are welcome to bring friends, family members, and members of their treatment team with them. We've had patients bring their physical therapist, personal trainer, or chiropractors to join them at the visit, which is a fun and educational way to make sure everyone on the team is on the same page.
Diagnostic ultrasound
When being examined, the doctor will be scanning the desired
area by placing gel on the skin and applying the probe. The doctor will then
proceed to look at the different structures in a systematic manner using established protocols. To make sure they don't miss important structures, they may not start with the area that bothers you first, but don't worry- they will indeed scan your most painful area.When the physicians are scanning your body, they will often find structural changes to different body parts that are not painful, and may be incidental findings. This would the equivalent to taking a high resolution photo of an older home- there may be many small signs of wear and tear that do not actually affect the function of the house. This is especially true when scanning the body with ultrasound- since ultrasound is extremely high resolution (over three times higher than MRI), incidental structural changes are extremely common.
To help distinguish between incidental structural changes and those that are symptomatic, an important part of the examination is sonopalpation, which is applying pressure using the ultrasound probe. This is one of the greatest strengths of diagnostic ultrasound- we can identify those structures that both have architectural changes and are also painful. We refer to this as concordantly painful. Throughout the exam the doctor will often ask if you are experiencing any pain. While the positioning of the body part itself may be uncomfortable, when asking this question, they are referring specifically to where the probe currently is being placed.
Some clinics will use an ultrasound tech to perform their ultrasound imaging. At Lake Washington Sports & Spine, all of our studies are personally performed by the physicians, Dr. Chimes and Dr. Hyman. One of the reasons we do it this way is that our physicians primarily view the ultrasound as an opportunity to educate their patients, helping patients become more aware of their bodies and how their structures influence their function and discomfort. We encourage patients to ask questions, and they are welcome to bring friends, family members, and members of their treatment team with them. We've had patients bring their physical therapist, personal trainer, or chiropractors to join them at the visit, which is a fun and educational way to make sure everyone on the team is on the same page.
Ultrasound Guided Procedures
While there are a number of different procedures performed in the office at Lake Washington Sports and Spine, the most common is a cortisosteroid injection, the so-called "cortisone shot".
We encourage patients not to refer to these as cortisone shots though,
because almost all injections are corticosteroid injections, and this does not help distinguish different injections from one another. It would be analogous to referring to a surgery as a "scalpel surgery"- while this is technically true, it would not distinguish a small bowel resection from a breast reconstruction.
The most relevant information for any injection is two factors:
1. Where the medication was placed
2. How it got there
For example, we may refer to an injection as an "ultrasound-guided subacromial bursa injection." This means that the injection was targeted to a very specific location within the shoulder (the sub-acromial bursa), and how we know how we targeted the injection (using ultrasound-guidance). We specifically like to know if imaging was used to guide the injection, which dramatically increases the likelihood that the needle was actually where we thought it was. For injections that don't use guidance, some use the term "blind" injections, since you are not directly visualizing the needle tip. We usually refer to blind injections as "landmark-guided", meaning that the clinician used touch sensation to feel for the intended location.
The exact procedure will differ depending on what the body part is and what structure is being targeted, but the next paragraph will give a general idea for what to expect when having one of these done in our office.
The most relevant information for any injection is two factors:
1. Where the medication was placed
2. How it got there
For example, we may refer to an injection as an "ultrasound-guided subacromial bursa injection." This means that the injection was targeted to a very specific location within the shoulder (the sub-acromial bursa), and how we know how we targeted the injection (using ultrasound-guidance). We specifically like to know if imaging was used to guide the injection, which dramatically increases the likelihood that the needle was actually where we thought it was. For injections that don't use guidance, some use the term "blind" injections, since you are not directly visualizing the needle tip. We usually refer to blind injections as "landmark-guided", meaning that the clinician used touch sensation to feel for the intended location.
The exact procedure will differ depending on what the body part is and what structure is being targeted, but the next paragraph will give a general idea for what to expect when having one of these done in our office.
The doctor will apply some gel to the skin and place the ultrasound
probe over the area and scan it to localize the target. After this is done, the
gel will be cleaned off and the skin will be cleaned with cleaning solution. At
this point, the doctor will then inject numbing medication into the skin using
a very thin needle. To the extent that there is much pain during a procedure, the numbing is usually the worst part, although it is not particularly painful. It causes a burning that lasts on average 8 seconds, and is usually significantly less painful than a blood draw or flu shot.
After numbing the skin, more gel is then applied and the probe is used to visualize the target. Once the target is adequately visualized, another needle is inserted and directed towards the target. Once the needle has reached the target, the medication is then injected. Often patients will feel some pressure in the area, but it should not be especially painful. Once the medication is administered, the needle is removed, the skin is cleaned off, and a Band-Aid is applied.
After numbing the skin, more gel is then applied and the probe is used to visualize the target. Once the target is adequately visualized, another needle is inserted and directed towards the target. Once the needle has reached the target, the medication is then injected. Often patients will feel some pressure in the area, but it should not be especially painful. Once the medication is administered, the needle is removed, the skin is cleaned off, and a Band-Aid is applied.
Patients will often ask what they are supposed to expect
after the injection. Most patients will come off the table feeling at least
some level of relief. Typically this is due to the numbing medication that was
injected along with the steroid, which takes about 8 seconds to take effect. How
long the numbing lasts for is variable depending on the patient, but can last
anywhere from 2 hours to forever. The steroid medication works more gradually
and often can take about 2 weeks before its peak effectiveness.
It is not unusual for patients to feel relief for 2 hours or so before having the pain return. This is completely normal, and we advise patients to ice regularly and monitor how they are feeling until we see them for a follow up, normally about 2 weeks post injection.
The post-injection follow-up is important. The injection is part of the overall treatment plan, but is not a substitute for other parts of the treatment, which will nearly always involve an exercise prescription, and may also include physical therapy or chiropractic care. At Lake Washington Sports & Spine, we strongly believe in the need to "Rehabilitate beyond the Resolution of Symptoms," and a major focus of our aftercare is to make sure patients not only feel better, but also know how to prevent recurrences, and know tactics to bring their symptoms under control if they have a recurrence.
It is not unusual for patients to feel relief for 2 hours or so before having the pain return. This is completely normal, and we advise patients to ice regularly and monitor how they are feeling until we see them for a follow up, normally about 2 weeks post injection.
The post-injection follow-up is important. The injection is part of the overall treatment plan, but is not a substitute for other parts of the treatment, which will nearly always involve an exercise prescription, and may also include physical therapy or chiropractic care. At Lake Washington Sports & Spine, we strongly believe in the need to "Rehabilitate beyond the Resolution of Symptoms," and a major focus of our aftercare is to make sure patients not only feel better, but also know how to prevent recurrences, and know tactics to bring their symptoms under control if they have a recurrence.
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